A song to personify my disposition: Chances Are (Invertigo) 
Sometimes I reckon it'd be mad if we had one of these buttons to press in life.
Ok, some random unrelated ramblings:
My school friend's are stoners... You'd think they'd get over it, I mean we're suppose to be mature responsible members of society now...
Soooo seriously getting old... Went to a 21st last week and felt totally out of place, little kids getting totally drunk, not my scene no more... I know 2 people my age who are getting married this year... Mortgages and career development are increasingly common topics of my everyday converstations...
I think I'm outgrowing my 'youth' group. It's ridiculous having a 'youth' group where all the leaders are workers and the majority of people there are in uni...
I'm still fat. Going to try and stay off coke and beer for a month. We'll see how long I can last without beer. Gonna try and get up at 5:30am to go to boxing class...
I think I'm too full of pride. I've figured that I'm able to get over unpleasant things easily cause of my pride. I won't let myself be sad cause I don't want other people to think that they'd be important enough to have that much of an effect on me... errrr, that's probably not a good thing, but hey, it works for me so yeah...
I need some new CDs... Cept I'm totally broke... arrrgghhhh